Holiday~~~~

        Well, finally my turn to say this. However, this doesn't seem to be a season of jolly for me. Being such a hectic semester I had with casual work, assignments and study to an extent that I think that it was worse than my final year. Glad that the semester is over now.

      Well, now that it is holiday, lots of things just started to spinning around my head. Worry bout job prospect, whereabouts of me and where should I go next. I do realize that there are things that you just can't plan. I just have to keep believing and hope all things goes well in the end like it always do.

        Just found that friend from hometown is getting married and a friend that had long contact for a long time had actually married and even have a children now. Wow! got a little bits of that sigh expression. Seeing friends in theirs job and having family and going into theirs new journey of life while I still a sad student scrapping all his might to pass units in his study. Sometimes, I do hope that I am more capable and able to do much more.

         So many things I hope I can do. So many I wish I can and there are things I wish that is not too late when the time when I capable. I really do. But, let just see what the future have for me, going to be positive and I believe greats things going to come as well. 

What with naming these day

In facebook recently there are pages where the parents will name their children some bizarre name if they get how many likes, well, it may sound interesting but I not sure what will the children think in the future. Well, I guess it kinda cool and awesome that you get special name and get everyone attention but some may get too far I suppose.

To name a few of the facebook page is

I'm David Bond, if this page gets 500,000 likes I will call my son James, and

1 million 'likes' and my wife has agreed to call our baby Megatron

I guess the James Bond will be cool but I not so sure about Megatron, I guess Optimus would will a better selection, haha. I guess all this will not happen is New Zealand, as NZ bans bizarre baby names, One thing for sure, I wouldn’t want to be call Mr. This will be a too much of a practical joke. Well. I think people are try to show creativitiy which is a good thing but then like I heard somewhere else, sometimes, a little too much is not a good thing and this naming case I guess, that apply too.

Memorize tunes

being a quite stressful time but, found this nice music that made me relax

Round Up

Ah, it have been awhile people, guess most have finish theirs exam with only a few lefts who have exam next weeks. There is no final exam for me in my final semester so yup, I have been growing mushroom in the past few days. Well, feel good and bad at the same time with nothing to do. It like finally, I can clear up my mind a bit lately.

Lots of things happen, of course it the stress of trying to get a job now since that I am graduating, finger crossed that I would be able to get a job.

Graduating is one heck of a complicated feeling, you feel happy and excited but also uncomfortable and sad at the same time. Well, obviously happy as not a student anymore but uneasy as going to change the lifestyle that I had for the past 24 years. And of course, trying to get a job as well.

This semester is one very not memorable but not a bad semester as well. Most of the people I know had graduated and leave so not so much of a friends here but got to knew some of supposedly “junior” groups of people so actually not that bad. Not that busy, but it depend on certain period of the semester as well. Study wise, not bad but could done better. One thing gonna miss saying will be “Next sem, gonna do better”.

Well, aside of that, still ok… being quite emo for the past weeks. Lost my grandma a few months ago, feel really sad, lose both my grandparents in less that a year, and the most regrettable part is that both didn’t manage to see my graduation. Ah, if only I didn’t fail any unit, they would be able to see my graduation. Indeed, if you ask me if I had any regret throughout my university, didn’t able to graduate earlier will be my regret.

Being so free also lead to lots of thinking and yup, feel like so desperate lately. haha… but oh well, I also no comment for this….. haha.

All well, till next time

Lost and Found??

well, it have being a while. Finally got some time to sit down and do nothing, so well, better do update here, even though I think no one will interest in my current situation thought but oh well, just make like I talking to myself. well, quite a busy semester with lots of work and lot of question too.

graduation looming, lots of uncertainly had also taken it toll on me, lots of thing and what going to happen in future in my mind now as well. For assignments, you can always ask for sample, search online or ask some else to help, for exam, you can also plan your time and study hard but well, job, a career, it something worst than them all, haha. I have no good result nor good networking.

But that worry seem to be too excessive. It isn’t a issue that I can solve that I can solve by keep on worrying and worrying. All these worrying had made me a different person, worrying a lot stuff, my mind that suppose to focus on my study are occupied by all these worrying thus making a lot of my performance drop, doing a lot of mistake I never done, careless, forgot dateline and uncountable uncharacteristic mistaake.

So I feel kinda good now, I decide to focus on my study and do what I think would better improve me and myself instead of worry so much. Well, on the further note, I think I got new dilemma but oh well this is not where I would to tell but it is something fill with sigh as well.

But, I believe tomorrow is a better today than today. Hopefully all things change for the better. I hope, till then. bye